Monday, December 17, 2012

rip jamie

my friend jamie mercer just died

last night i miss him terribly

he is gone for good

man jamie you should

of had a second but

me i'll never forget you

cause i remember how

you saved me last year

if it wasn'tfor you i'd be dead today

but i'm glad i known

you and i'll never forgot your

everything rest in piece my brother.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

As we breathe

We sit in space
Laying in a
Twisted mind
Super times
Going back

Where you
Go hurry up
Before you fall
Systems brushing on

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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Going through changes

You push me

Farther away from

Me but you never

Could understand

Reality and time

Is to last .

Monday, December 10, 2012

i'll write more tomorrow but f**k face book

love is true

tears were blue

days to waste

alone and peace

ful from time every

day its not your fault .

a new direction in my poetry

till the rush

wasting time

why do i bother

just to hide

save me save

yourself this isn't

cause of you

calling out your

name in a million miles

take me push shove

me what ever makes

me more sick of you

they use me i'm tired

and cranky you just ruined

my day so Go Away.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

you see me i see

you bleeding and

screaming up in the

air we are never

real with our fake

smiles on and burning

on me sweet taste

of shame don't walk

away for you i could

change falling out

dried in your heart.
today is our day

to come all alone

in your cemetary

joking and i ask

feeling intwined

by you

you never get what

you want.

to Get through

we burn like wood for all you knew that day

i walked without a reason now  you are

my reason you brought me back to Life.

no justice

i see lights burning

where you be 

in a dream float

in my empty road

as the needles

stick in to your body

fall asleep my dead beauty

or breathe into acoma 

where you used to be

run in directions wrong

we went hold your gun

drop the bullets.

Monday, November 26, 2012

the road not taken

well robert frost is a vary
Good poet escpically
this poem means a strange feeling
like he does not want to be in the background.

my views on the news

i think the whole ban smoking  outside
is pretty pathetic when everyone is doing 
alot ogf people are doing worst things
now alcohol and drugs are destroying
young kids lifes every day every night 
and there is no excuse for such a news paper 
to say this ban of smoking smokers wouldn't hurt other people
so to end this and i finally have one thing to say
leave the smokers alone.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

the blind men and the elephant
was pretty good i enjoyed reading it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012


so i dream of a dream

now go to sleep

taking it easy

yeah i guess

don't close the

door on me tonight

let me just fly away.

fun fun

easy to feel harder to care break

me first i sense tears in the sky

why is that dream your dreams

hiding in the world darkness

surrounds me .

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

i miss my old life

in a mind comes

times where the

heart divides the

soul like the sad

look in your eyes

i know its very odd

close your eyes you

see the beauty come

open up your eyes

my dearest no one

wants to see you cry

i am here by your side

see the beauty in

you come to life

may your future

be bright giving in to the dark

bring me to your personal

head.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

another twisted thought

times are wasting away

from blood to tears

hurt is so unclear

but revenge is not sweet

like suger melting away

with all that matters

and with all that happens

the joker needs a new

fix he can't feel anymore

its like when i think

of the one i lost it

can never be the same

is our hearts swollen

a needle in the leg

to keep me normal

regrets coming to me

this isn't who i wanted

to end up like.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

i am

i am

i wonder about my lover

i hear lots of birds singing

a rainbow from the sky

i want to be free from this

dieaese

i am kind and smart

i pretend to watch my ways

like i'm flying

i touch the host from my past

i worry about being alone in this

world i cry when people start

to lie

i am kind and smart

i understand that life is not easy

i say believe in piece and love

i dream of a better lifei try to never going to give up

i hope the future is bright

i am kind and smart.

Monday, October 29, 2012

benny

benny is also a dj

a very good one

i must say i like

the bass and electric

in his music reminds

of what the music will

be in the future

it has an great sound

to hit no complaints from

me the guy is a genious.

david guetta

david guetta

is a very amazing dj

his musis is so

out there that

its amazing the beats he creates

the albums he came out with

when you listen to

this music you

start to feel jumpy

in  a way he makes his music

for the world to enjoy

and i thank him for

that

Sunday, October 28, 2012

dead as sundays

from days till noon

came a static boom

loud as lighting is 

a shining moon

glows in the sun

on a fresh saturday 

blues where it all

begin with a image 

of slight red just

a tiny bit of blood

to crave ones desires

upon the the broken cliff

i fall asleep on the beach

danger will not happen 

fridays are fine on a 

sunday night with

beautiful music on

a nights flow with 

out a storm dreaming

in a tender lust.

Friday, October 26, 2012

life

now some rumours

are going on that

korn is going to stop \

making music but i find that is all bs

korn is like a family they stick together


Wednesday, October 24, 2012

my past

hi my name is murray i am 22 years old my family is from all over the
place i started feeling depressed at 14 years old but nobody knew
at the time so i just went to school the school was whitney pier memorial
it was grade 9 not such a fun time for me i was goth back then
and i went out of the closet which i mean if you are ever in school keep
your sexuality a secret from others or you could endure what i had
i was cutting and doing alot of drugs and drinking so where did that
end me up at the hospital i mean it was not easy i couldn't go nowheres
with out getting in a fight with people all the time but stick to the positive '
road and it will make life better no lying it did for me its all about doing
good.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

not good enough

like a burning season

i like to just pretend

that yesterday was today

its always the same

thinking you can save

me from myself making

the blurs read my eyes

this life don't amuse

everything comes right

back to get you i felt

the rockstar life

style but i was not

good enough .

love

feel like a fiend

go what you need

feeling numb today

or for the pain

pills to make you

fly away into

the sweetest colour

of red and blue.

this is a good song to listen to.

Radiohead-Creep Lyrics

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fucking special
But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I’m not around
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell I’m doing here?
I don’t belong here
[ Lyrics from http://www.songonlyrics.com/radiohead-creep-lyrics ]
She’s running out again
She’s running out
She runs runs runs
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here
[Radiohead-Creep Lyrics]


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the grass of nature

ALL is free'

from a dream.

POEM1

DEEP INSIDE YOU MAY THINK YOU ARE DEAD BUT REALLY ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD.

music

how can we come from such good music seems the good bands are dying off while these pop idiots are ruinining music .